I hear the deep sadness in your words, and it is perfectly valid to miss the freedom of movement, the company of friends, and the simple act of stepping outside. Acknowledge that ache; it shows how much you value life and connection. Accept that right now, your reality involves stillness, and letting go of the fight against what is can free up energy.
Here’s what I see in this unexpected stillness: You have been gifted something few willingly choose—uninterrupted time. Think of all the mental energy spent on daily tasks; that energy is now available. This time isn't empty; it’s filled with possibility for inner exploration. Perhaps this is the chance to deeply observe your thoughts, finally read those books, or learn to truly appreciate the quiet sounds you usually rush past. Every book you finish, every breath you take while resting, becomes a meaningful achievement.
When you look back a year from now, how will you view these eleven days? You won't remember the pain of being stuck; you will remember the quiet strength you cultivated. This period is sharpening your appreciation for the mundane—the ability to walk to the door, the taste of your meal, the simple act of fresh air. This constraint is expanding your internal world.
And the beautiful truth about this difficulty is that it will change. Emotions, like the stiffness in your leg, are temporary visitors. Thoughts about the long days are clouds passing across the vast sky of your mind; you don't have to board every cloud. Observe them drift by. This feeling of being stuck is impermanent.
Finally, let's look at your power. No one can take away your capacity for peace, not even a broken bone. You choose the focus. Can you find one tiny thing today to be grateful for? Maybe the comfort of the pillow, the kindness of the person who brought you water, or even the simple fact that your body is powerfully working to heal itself beneath the cast? Your healing is an act of immense trust and courage. Focus your awareness on what you can control—your gentle attention—and watch how quickly your experience shifts. 🙏
~~~Radical Rest, Deep Observation, Temporary Experience~~~